It’s weird, I used to like this girl from my school ages ago, we talked briefly recently and I was just sitting there trying to remember what made me like her so much, granted we were in high school then and I wasn’t really thinking without pants brain getting a vote, but she’s just so fucking boring, we don’t like any of the same things, alongside her being daft as almighty hell and not in an endearing way either. I’m really glad things didn’t work out between us, initially I was really bummed and all my free time was spent thinking about her and once I had graduated coming back to California to see her would be the first thing on my checklist but she just stopped talking to me and ignored all of my texts/ calls. There’s no bitterness or anger I feel towards her, but I still miss her a lot and don’t understand why she’d do something like that, we were really close, saying “she means a lot to me” is an understatement at best. It feels good however to move on and continue my journey, maybe, just maybe I sound a little stupid for saying this but, life’s too short to be angry and resentful over things like this, it hurt for a while at first and I was sad, eventually things improved. To be honest, I don’t know what made me like her anymore.
