Bearded Ninjas

Why would a person who constantly cancels our plans in order to go meet with their other friends get upset when I just up and stop talking to them? I think that has to fall under a normal person’s response? Maybe not, I guess waiting around like a world class chump or turning into the black version of the Hulk is the proper thing to do?

It’s weird, I used to like this girl from my school ages ago, we talked briefly recently and I was just sitting there trying to remember what made me like her so much, granted we were in high school then and I wasn’t really thinking without pants brain getting a vote, but she’s just so fucking boring, we don’t like any of the same things, alongside her being daft as almighty hell and not in an endearing way either. I’m really glad things didn’t work out between us, initially I was really bummed and all my free time was spent thinking about her and once I had graduated coming back to California to see her would be the first thing on my checklist but she just stopped talking to me and ignored all of my texts/ calls. There’s no bitterness or anger I feel towards her, but I still miss her a lot and don’t understand why she’d do something like that, we were really close, saying “she means a lot to me” is an understatement at best. It feels good however to move on and continue my journey, maybe, just maybe I sound a little stupid for saying this but, life’s too short to be angry and resentful over things like this, it hurt for a while at first and I was sad, eventually things improved. To be honest, I don’t know what made me like her anymore.

Taking a break from interneting on Tumblr/ Facebook for a few days, I’ve been having a really bad week so far and I need to just shut off from things/ people for a bit alongside the fact that, I’m behind on doing some big homework assignments, I’ll have content pre-loaded into my queue so there will be the odd post or two here and there, but normal blogging will resume by Friday at the latest. 

-Joel

She taught me, that the english phrase “meme” means a singular boob in Turkish, man I miss her like crazy. Legit one of very few girls that really makes me laugh and feel normal.

Digital Design

Art of Storytelling 

Film II

Decided to have a lighter class load this term so I’d have more space in between class/ non class days to rest and get all of my homework done as well. Plus I have to study for my driving exam which is going to take a considerable amount of time. I wanted more time to really focus and get my assignments done without rushing to the last minute and then having to stay up all night, because my commute going and coming is about 3 hours give or take, having class 4 times in a week left me wiped by break. Time for photography and working on personal projects suffered a lot too, now with a slightly lighter work frame I can do everything within a reasonable timeframe